Escaping the Addict, Not the Addiction
An original guide from the world of Create Your Reality
This is drawn from Create Your Reality by Jaidin Bass, Jaidin's Corner. It is not medical advice. It is not psychological advice. If your body or your mind is in crisis, get real help first and read this second. Talk to a professional who knows you before changing anything physical (fasting, cold exposure, breathwork) if you have any condition that makes that risky.
You were never chasing the drug. You were chasing what it did for a minute.
Everybody gets this backwards. They take the thing away and never ask what the thing was doing. Then when it comes back, and it always comes back, you get told you failed.
You didn't fail. You found something that worked.
That's the whole problem. It worked.
So you know who's talking
Here's a normal day for me. Not a bad week. Normal.
Three modafinil. Four energy drinks. Half a gram to a gram of coke. A ten thousand puff vape, the whole thing, in a day. Two grams of dabs. At least an eighth of weed.
Cocaine addict. Dabbled in meth. Weed all day, every day. And I was halfway through four grams of meth before I quit all of it.
I'm not telling you that to shock you. I'm telling you so you know I'm not going to flinch at whatever number is in your head right now.
I'm not above you. I was in it.
My daughter asked if I was okay
That was it. That was the moment. She just asked.
Fourteen hours at the factory. Strung out the whole shift. And I'd spent it reinventing the system on the line, because that's what I'm good at. Systems. Always has been.
It worked, too. I turned a max of ten unit days into seventeen unit days with less work than before.
But the cost of figuring it out was more drugs. Every time. Every single time.
And I did not realize it was always just me. A part of me I'd given up on and decided I needed drugs to reach.
Read that again if you're in it. The thing you think the drug unlocks is already yours. You just filed it somewhere you stopped believing you could get to sober.
What you just read is the honest opening. The full guide carries on into what it actually was, why it takes more every time, how it went for me, in order, the real lesson, the trap wearing a halo, so what's the actual goal, what i was actually terrified of, the slow way off, what you feed it instead, the floor and the fireworks, if you're the one watching, and tomorrow morning.
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